9/14/11

The Highest Purpose of Intellectual Cultivation is to Give Man a Perfect Knowledge and Mastery of His Own Inner Self

Believing that I am not shaped as a women by my abilities alone; has forced me to learn things I'd otherwise not pause to wonder about . Finding within myself, through my life experiences that the decisions that led me to where I am at, are the most valuable learning tools I have. But most importantly though; going forward in life and the choices I make everyday; will ultimately be what gives the definition to my character. What we do and the way we proceed in life when no one is watching us or in our presence, is who we are as humans beings.

The best feeling in the world is simply being comfortable with who you are,trusting just yourself and being able to make a choice with out a second guess. Finally reaching a common ground within I am able to find comfort in forgiveness. Most importantly within myself as well as the world and all who inhabit it. Those whom I have allowed to break away pieces of me, pieces I may never get back; but pieces that I can adapt to live without. I never really knew how much a grudge weighed till I let go of it. Forgiving but never forgetting, and in a biased manner just because I can.

Everyday that I live I am faced with a new challenge and everyday I have a different way of handling the stepping stone that I stumble on before me. Just simply having the faith in myself that my conscience simple decision I made just this very day; will ultimately lead me into the path of my own destiny. Sometimes I even ponder the word fairy tale when thinking of my destiny.


Something happened to me in 2011 and although I try everyday to I over think it or write about it; it will just remain what is gracefully my thought. Just mine, the up thoughts and down. Learning to be at one with me, Allison Fair; is a magical, limitless provoking feeling.

If someone asked you; if you had one year left to live, how would you spend those 365 days of your life?

The options are always limitless.


I have spent my time in South West Florida, just a month short of 4 years. I feel like since 20 years old I've grown to know all the answers and that I've mapped my life out, the exciting part is that it's only just beginning of my journey. Oh and just what an incredible journey it will be. :-)

7/3/11

My Thoughts on My Life, Quickly Before I Go Cast out.

I know my day is going to go well when I open my eyes and have a craving to walk down to the beach and stick my fishing pole in the water. It's as if every time I go fishing even if I only catch something very small or even nothing. This is inspiring to me. 












I woke up feeling good and just wanted to remind myself of some things positive so I never forget: I'm imaginative, with visions that are sometimes unreal. When I find myself doing something I enjoy, I work my hardest to keep enjoying- crushing all obstacles. Unfortunately if my brain isn't stimulated, I turn impossible. I'm inspired by anything different and have never been a play it safer. I'm a thinker and can never get over the feeling I get when my thoughts become tangible. I'm very thankful today, and now I'm leaving to go fishing!